I got my letter today...

Wow so I got my OFFICIAL letter in the post today that I am definately going on the ACICIS program.

My response was to immediately burst into tears! When mum asked whether I was happy or sad, I couldn't reply! I think I was crying more as a way to let go of some emotion! I've been wanting to do this for the last couple of years and have had to fight really hard for it, there have been people who don't want me to go. And there have been enormous fears and anxieties on my behalf.

holy hell, its official.....